ergh
See, Im tired of doing things that are not by my initiative, i.e, being told to do things.All my life i have (well almost ALl my life) been doing things that suit me just fine.
Like when i was about 10 not even mom could stop me from going out galavanting about Subang. Every evening about 4.30 without fail i would be out cycling, skate boarding down the hill(my house was on top of a slope/hill*watever*). It was an adrenalin rush. I climbed trees, crawled in the big drainage, hid under the drains when it rain due to my imagination that i was seeking shelter from the Big tornado or something like that.
Then at 11 the rollerblading craze started...i still do blade ..with my salomans of course. =D
Well i did all this because no one stop me.
but now...NOWwwwwwwwww.................im stuck
stuck in god dam ...sabah..........with the gov...
i cant explain it........but i feel very very frustrated
that my lifes plan has been....changed
my plan was to get married young. Maybe at 26 the most to the person i love
But i cant now...i just seem to piss everybody off
U know what...im going to do things for myself already
im going to eat chocos when i feel like it
sleep naked if i feel like it
swim in my bikini if i feel like it
be foul mouth and loud if i feel like it
nobody can stop me
but me
fuck it...
i had enough of accomodating anybody......
i give up
posted by Pheromonic Pharmacist @ 10:52 PM
5 Comments:
Yo YO.. chill out girl... no point stressingggg... have fun while ur there... hehe, and do keep in touch la sombong!
eh can blog something ah?
too long no see but, weird i thought you've always been like that all along.. you're still young and fabulous too, why the fretting?
kitt
Hi there.
Hmmm....interesting blog. Happened by chance to spot your blog while checking out my blog.
Anyway, I'm originally from Tawau but have been in KK for umpteen years.
Yeah, I just couldn't stay in Tawau. It's just too bloody quiet for me.
Chow
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